Wednesday, October 5, 2011

In the Midst

Monday afternoon my miscarriage began.  Thank god I had just finished writing sub plans for a just in case. Went to the bathroom and freaked out because there was "so much blood"....hah little did I know that was nothing. Left, drove home (clinging the steering wheel and trying to breathe through cramping) and totally bled through my super absorbent pad on the way home. And there was so much blood I felt like a liar before. I was also 100% grossed out at what was coming out of my body. Killer cramps and so much blood. Thank goodness my twinnie left work as soon as I called and was at my home as soon as she could.  It's nice to have someone take care of your bloody ass pads so you can avoid looking at the mess and not mind because she loves you so.  She also had vico.din which scored her some major brownie points. The worst was over Monday night and now I am on to just the regular stuff. I need to email the Dr and find out exactly when I go in next, because I really can't remember what he said exactly at our last meeting. Stayed home yesterday and slept basically the whole dang day and still went to bed last night exhausted.

Our rainy, fall weather is here and although I am not sure how long it will last, it kinda matches my mood right now. Kind of ho hum and cold. Maybe it will be sunny again next week.
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17 comments:

  1. waiting and wishingOctober 5, 2011 at 9:05 PM

    I'm so glad your sister was with you. Those first few hours are rough-thinking of you, Kelli.

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  2. KateOctober 5, 2011 at 9:07 PM

    Oh Kelli, I'm so sorry. Take it easy and rest up. I"m so glad to hear that your sis was there to take care of you when you needed her. Hang in there. Sending virtual hugs.

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  3. SummastarletOctober 6, 2011 at 3:35 AM

    Thinking of you. Sending you a million virtual hugs through the computer screen. Be kind to yourself, take care and surround yourself with loved ones who care about you. xx

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  4. LoraOctober 6, 2011 at 3:40 AM

    Thinking of you and hoping that things get better. I'm glad your sis was there for you. Hugs to you.

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  5. GurleeOctober 6, 2011 at 5:12 AM

    I am so sorry. I am glad you are not alone. When I found out I was going to miscarry, I asked for a prescription for Vicoden, I needed to numb the pain. Many hugs to you. Xoxox

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  6. ChickenpigOctober 6, 2011 at 5:51 AM

    I'm glad you weren't alone. And your sister is a saint! My hubby had to run out in the middle of the night to buy a heating pad because it was the only thing I could think of that would help with the pain...other than drugs, which I didn't have. Yeah for helpful sisters and Vicodin.

    Thinking of you.

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  7. MichelleOctober 6, 2011 at 6:18 AM

    So sorry, but I am happy your sister could be there for you. Thinking of you.

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  8. Sailor's SweetheartOctober 6, 2011 at 6:52 AM

    I haven't been on here for awhile, so I just caught up on what's going on with you. How awful.. I'm almost in tears thinking about how hard this must be for you. No one deserves to go through this. I'm so happy you have your sister, we all need people like that. Stay strong!! There are better days ahead for you and your husband. *hugs and prayers*

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  9. newbieOctober 6, 2011 at 10:33 AM

    I am so sorry this had to happen to you. I read your blog a while ago and was so happy to hear you had gotten pregnant. This is just terrible, and terribly unfair. I hope you get through this quickly and that things become better for you soon.

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  10. Frankie BeeOctober 7, 2011 at 4:32 PM

    Thinking of you and am hoping that you are doing ok. It is just awful that you had to go through this. I am glad your sister was there to help you, so you were not alone. Do lots of nice things for yourself this weekend.

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  11. DandelionBreezeOctober 8, 2011 at 9:45 PM

    So sorry to hear that your bleeding was so heavy... I hope you're feeling a little better. Love from afar xoxo

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  12. E and ROctober 14, 2011 at 3:09 PM

    I have been out of town and am finally getting caught up (sort of) on blogs.
    I am so very sorry that you had to experience this and that it was so rough. Glad your sister was there to take care of you.
    Thinking of you and sending lots of prayers and hugs!!!

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  13. Amy and RobertOctober 17, 2011 at 5:08 PM

    Hey Kelli, I've been thinking about you a lot lately. Praying for you and your DH and for some peace in your heart. Just thought I'd stop by your blog and give you a warm hello.

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  14. LCOctober 25, 2011 at 6:18 PM

    Honey, how are you holding up? I've been thinking of you non stop. I hope you are okay. Sending love.

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  15. ChickenpigOctober 28, 2011 at 2:06 PM

    Just dropping by to let you know I'm thinking of you. I hope you are doing ok. (((hugs)))

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  16. waiting and wishingNovember 4, 2011 at 2:05 PM

    I'm been thinking about you, and thought I'd check in and see how you were holding up...

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  17. AnonymousNovember 6, 2011 at 10:13 AM

    Oh no, Kelli....I am absolutely stunned and saddened to read this. Hoping that you are taking care of yourself well, and I LOVE that your twinnie is helping out as well.

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