I do believe I am doing better. :0) Yesterday was the first day I didn't cry (although I did tear up telling hubby this little fact as we went to bed). This morning I slept in again (I think my cat just knows sometimes) and watched Maid in Manhattan (cute!). Yesterday we decided to tackle more of the adoption papers. I was pretty busy last week and then I guess I needed to not look at it for a few days and just rest my poor mind. Hubby and I spent Tuesday night in argument/discussion (fun but in the end was just what we needed) and then worked on adoption paperwork again last night. I set up our WTF appointment for the 22nd and we will talk more details then. I want to discuss things like embryo quality, possible surrogacy (???) & how that works, and see if he has any idea what happened, although I doubt it. In the meantime hubby and I decided that whenever I am ready we can go for our last FET. If it works (:0D!) we will put our adoption paperwork on hold and resume it again when it's time, because we definitely can't go through this nightmare again...financially or emotionally.
I am hoping to drop off our first round of paperwork and payment at the adoption agency tomorrow. This will allow us to begin our homestudy!! eeek....so exciting.
Oh and I have ukulele class tonight which I "forgot" because I didn't realize it was Thursday. We got a new song last week.."Can you feel the love tonight".....guess I should go practice! Boy, I love summer vacation!!