I became overwhelmed at school today and started tearing up but it was mainly because
Today I had an abdominal massage at my acupuncture clinic....for an hour!!! Not only was I a) very surprised it was so long but b) the gal that did it was super nice. Not that it felt great the whole time but I am hopeful it gets the blood flowing where it needs to flow!! Tomorrow I will go in for pre and post transfer sessions and then once more on Saturday. I also am taking a mix of herbs beginning tonight to help with implantation. This is probably bad but I didn't ask my RE about it. *grimaces* Remember he's not big on acupuncture. The herbs can't hurt right?? I meant to call my nurse but today's busyness led to a forgetful mind. Now here I ask for some advice from you.....my acupuncturist wants me to eat chicken soup and fresh (non-chilled) pineapple for the three days after transfer. I am fine about the chicken soup...I looked up some yummy recipes and I love soup. No biggie. I'm happy to help my little ones settle in and I will do anything at this point to help them stick. I have heard mixed things about the pineapple. I was just told to eat it, not the core just the fruit part. Do any of you know about this? I have read online there is a chemical that helps with implantation and I have read it can cause miscarriages (but I think those were talking about drinking pineapple juice).
In the back of my mind I can hear the little voices whispering and talking behind my back. They are starting to become louder. I think they are sharing bad secrets and I am afraid of overhearing what they are saying. Please negativity go away. I have tried so very hard (and succeeded) to keep you away for so long this time. Please don't let my fears take over.
I have found this quote multiple times and I have read it repeatedly. It gives me hope.
When the World says, "Give up," Hope whispers, "Try it one more time." ~Author Unknown
Please let this be my turn. This is our last and final go at IF treatments. Please let this work. Please. Please. Please. Please.
Transfer is at noon tomorrow. This is it!!!!!!! Here we go!!!!!!!!!!