I decided that hubby and I should go to DL Monday and part of Tuesday. Hubby said why not and is fully supporting anything to keep my mind off of this coming Wednesday. I am super excited....new rides (Little Mermaid and new Star Tours). We have annual passports so we go quite often. It is my happy place. Hubby proposed to me in front of the castle and we had a DL hinted throughout our wedding. ahh...my happy place.
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I am feeling soooo anxious. I would love to POAS but I know I would be a disaster til Wednesday. But there's a part of me that wants that proof. What if it is a BFP??! My twinnie says then POAS after...well, yes, but it's just not the same feeling. I have never seen two pink lines..Wouldn't it be grand to have that experience? I think my fear is holding me back. I can crumble on Wednesday if need be. I still have 2.5 more days to have positive feelings. Twinnie says she has a good feeling about this. I hope she's right!! Still kinda crampy, boobs hurt (but have been sore the past two months it seems!) and I don't know what else. Kinda hungry but with this diet from my acupuncturist, I am not surprised. I am trying to be good about it. It's tricky...no carbs after 5...I don't usually eat til 7!! And I live off of white rice....it's such a comfort food. I could eat it everyday.
Our Father's Day dinner turned out superb!! Hubby made yumyum salmon and I made a pasta/green bean salad (yum-if I do say so!), brown/wild rice, and green salad. Everyone enjoyed...it was great. I have fun seeing my Dad and his wife interact with my nieces.....can't wait for it to be my pride and joy with them. Hopefully sooner than later!!
Butt is looking and feeling even better today. I can now walk up my stairs without pulling myself up by the rail....hooray!! Still sore and getting itchy (healing right??) but I am so, so thankful.
I'll be thinking good thoughts for all of you...especially to all of you on your TWW. xoxox
Oooh I am so jealous about you going to Disney Land! I love that place (and Disney World)!! I'm glad you had a good time and that you're feeling better too.
ReplyDeleteHope DL is just the thing to make the next couple of days fly by! I am anxious for you to get your results, so I am sure you are at least 10 times as anxious! Fingers crossed for you!!!
ReplyDeleteAlso, before my BFP, I had basically no symptoms (none that couldn't be explained away by PIO anyway), I was SO sure it didn't work that I got the name of an adoption lawyer that someone I know had used and was ready to call and make an appointment....R made me wait until we knew, but I felt like I already "knew" what it would be - boy was I wrong!
thanks for stopping by my blog. :) i think its awesome that you are going to disneyland! i hope the next couple days go by quickly and that you get good news! :)
ReplyDeleteThanks for commenting on my blog! And wishing you all the very best for this 2ww :) Enjoy your visit to DisneyLand!
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I'm dying to go back to Dland, I live about 20 minutes away! The only time I didn't POAS and waited for my Beta was the only time I got a BFP! As hard as it is... the best things are worth the wait :) Good luck!
ReplyDeleteThanks ladies!! Anxiously awaiting tomorrow!
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