I decided that hubby and I should go to DL Monday and part of Tuesday. Hubby said why not and is fully supporting anything to keep my mind off of this coming Wednesday. I am super excited....new rides (Little Mermaid and new Star Tours). We have annual passports so we go quite often. It is my happy place. Hubby proposed to me in front of the castle and we had a DL hinted throughout our wedding. ahh...my happy place.
I am feeling soooo anxious. I would love to POAS but I know I would be a disaster til Wednesday. But there's a part of me that wants that proof. What if it is a BFP??! My twinnie says then POAS after...well, yes, but it's just not the same feeling. I have never seen two pink lines..Wouldn't it be grand to have that experience? I think my fear is holding me back. I can crumble on Wednesday if need be. I still have 2.5 more days to have positive feelings. Twinnie says she has a good feeling about this. I hope she's right!! Still kinda crampy, boobs hurt (but have been sore the past two months it seems!) and I don't know what else. Kinda hungry but with this diet from my acupuncturist, I am not surprised. I am trying to be good about it. It's tricky...no carbs after 5...I don't usually eat til 7!! And I live off of white rice....it's such a comfort food. I could eat it everyday.
Our Father's Day dinner turned out superb!! Hubby made yumyum salmon and I made a pasta/green bean salad (yum-if I do say so!), brown/wild rice, and green salad. Everyone enjoyed...it was great. I have fun seeing my Dad and his wife interact with my nieces.....can't wait for it to be my pride and joy with them. Hopefully sooner than later!!
Butt is looking and feeling even better today. I can now walk up my stairs without pulling myself up by the rail....hooray!! Still sore and getting itchy (healing right??) but I am so, so thankful.
I'll be thinking good thoughts for all of you...especially to all of you on your TWW. xoxox